i havent been blogging in a while. been too busy with the awesomest♥♥ lately. :x lol
and how, being busy; also contributes to that too. busily occupied. in a good way. :)
so we celebrated our 5th, with pizza hut!
havent had pizza in agesssss and i was kinda craving 'em actually. everytime i see a flyer out somewhere, be it on a car or at home. so yeah. i didnt even bother to satisfy my craving on my own. since i'd be having it with him soon enough, i'd rather let it grow, and have company while im at it too. cause everything is always so much better with you.
awesome. that rhymed.
the above was taken, by complete accident. lol but its lawa somehow. taken by the awesomest♥♥
a few days later, we went to watch a movie hes♥♥ been wanting to watch on the big screen, but never really got around to it. so we had a little unplanned plan, which kinda worked for us? plus, i get to spend a little bit more time with him♥♥ too. x)
it was amazing. best 2 hours and 40 minutes of my life! more for the company, then the movie though. ;)
so now.. we're having a week holiday. well technically, we're having 4 days holiday saja. the rest are andang cuti days. lol and well, i guess, its more than one week. if you start counting from friday.
and i'll try to blog more often. theres actually a lot to blog about. but then, im pretty much unpredictable. i might say i'll blog and i wont. cause entah, i guess i just dont want to be too predictable i guess? plus, i've just been taking a lot of pictures lately. and yeah, that means the camera is back with me. lol
mostly out of boredom. and im not gonna say what im gonna do next, cause then; i might just not do it. :s so yeah. later then. or whenever.
{ I bleed as my way of compensating everything to you }
random.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
9:26 AM
im at school college, and i got an awesome parking today. lol
i feel kinda productive yesterday. i went from the hq to the sales department yesterday and i ended up randomly knowing the price of the ram when they wanted to know, and was about to ask hq. LOL
well, i went to hq cause i wanted to use the toilet saja. :x but i ended up doing more. went to talk to the boss and ask whats up. everything was as casual as it seemed. got a sony fifa 2010 lanyard in return. and its blue! damn, i should've gotten two. :x lol
and the ram was just randomly there on his table and i randomly asked how much they were. didnt think it would actually come in handy when i went to the sales department. lol
the supervisor even went,"shes good"
i mean, i dont even work there anymore, and i knew the prices, before anyone there knew! ahahaha im just THAT good.
and they totally trusted what i said. i could've said a random number, and they would've believed me! :x lol nadawah. i told them i was from hq anyhow, and asked the boss personally lagi. so yeah. :D
{ I bleed as my way of compensating everything to you }
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Wednesday, November 4, 2009
12:59 PM
so. i have been getting stuffs for the car lately.
......
well, i wanna say its 'my' car, but technically; its not really mine. i just couldnt help but buy stuff for my convenience, y'know? lol
but then again. of all days, i had to have trouble with it, on the first day of me bringing it to college alone! =_=
heh
and oh. i organized my gmail yesterday. and this is what happens when i just couldnt be bothered anymore.
LOL too many unwanted emails. there was more actually, but yeah. i can only display 100 emails on one page.
gahhhh is the name of the folder i put it in. :x actually, its just a random folder with everything in it. malas already to organize it. so yeah.
{ I bleed as my way of compensating everything to you }
hey.
Monday, November 2, 2009
1:23 AM
y'know what? i just realized something.
i dont really remember, but have i always worn flip flops at the college dulu? cause i remember going totally bare-foot everywhere cause the place is carpeted anyhow. so yeah. lol
but ever since i restarted college, and taking a higher course than the previous one i took, i've only been wearing shoes. and i havent taken them off cause of the hassle of having to either wear them back or tie them up. cause my shoes are high cut. ada plang that one awesome pair yang low cut, but sayanggggggggggg~ i dont wanna get it dirty.
masa atu sudah, i wore it when i didnt know it was gonna rain heavily later. =__= and thus, the shoes pun basah~ :(
i havent worn them since. but maybe later? hope it doesnt rain on me today.
its a big day. so yeah. ;)
p/s; my blog posts are gonna be boring from now on, cause i could not be bothered with the pics. the uploading, resizing. its just too much work. and plus, the camera isnt with me anyhow. so yeah. i have an excuse. :x lol
and oh yeah. i realized that i've completely missed posting about raya. about that, raya this year for me.. was amazing! though, the hype only lasted for a week cause some were working; but it was still a change of pace from the previous year.
and i missed ramadhan. since i worked for less than 12 hours a day during puasa, which was actually a highlight for me in a way, cause by the time we came back from sungkai, we only had 2 hours left for work! so yeah. i also missed the whole, gerai ramadhan thing cause of it. i didnt get to go out with the family, to buy sungkai stuffs like i used to. :/
and it was a bittersweet moment, how my last day of work, was actually the last day of ramadhan. and big bro picked me up on my last day. spent most of that day with him♥♥ as well. as i've mentioned in one of the posts below. so yeah. :)
i do drop by sana, from time to time. and one of my customers actually came looking for me apparently. lol he offered me a job btw. so yeah. he said there were a lot of vacancies.. and yeah. it was an interesting offer. i think i even asked about how much it pays? lol :x but even his nephew didnt get the job due to continue-ing studies. so yeah.
again, big day today. i honestly hope it doesnt rain. but if it does rain, at least it'll wake me up in the mornings. the cold i mean.
{ I bleed as my way of compensating everything to you }
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Saturday, October 10, 2009
12:40 AM
theres just so much movies, that i cant really pick the ones i like now. if theres a movie showing on tv, only then i would go,"oh! thats my favorite!" lol
yeah yeah. i havent blogged. again.
maybe i'll start new. start fresh.
a new blog maybe?
but this is so me.
...i should really stop doing that.
i mean, i keep wanting to do new things, but then i manage to convince myself that i dont want to cause of this and that.
plus, i've been putting a lot of effort into this one already.
..see? convincing myself again to not move. lol =_=
we'll see.
{ I bleed as my way of compensating everything to you }
i am such an ass.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
1:59 AM
...cause the cousins have been asking for the pics for ages, and i still havent given it to them! LOL
totally unintentional, but yeah. my reason would be, cause my memory cards(yes, both of them) have been corrupted and unreadable. and yups. it sucks. and no, that doesnt mean the pics arent recoverable, cause they are.
i was fortunate enough though, to find a software to recover them! so phew for that.
and still, i have yet to upload the pics.
......
so anyways, i started college; monday udah. and seeing the few familiar faces sana was definitely the highlight of the day. and i noticed something. yes, people actually commented on me wearing a lighter shade than the synonymous black. =_= orange, to be exact. sur wanted to wear baju kurong, so we did. and i had the orange baju out already, from the first week of raya, so yeah. what the heck right?
and that something that i noticed was, black is actually a freaking wall builder! i never knew! i mean, when i wore baju kurong, random people actually talked to me? lol it was actually pretty interesting in a way. cause i wear colors too! ...on the inside. lol :x but they mostly asked if i was new and what not. so yeah.
oh yeah. the nephew got this badge thing for free. he got it for 'being cute'. whatttttttttt ahahahah
something random; i found 2 awesome pens! after all these years, since '05 to be exact; the pens are still usable! awesome! i thought the inks would dry out, but it didnt.
found this on a site. i just dont know where else to find the exact pic of the pens im talking about. and speaking of pens, i used to like these kinds of pens too.
fountain pens are awesome for a reason. ok, i feel like i want one now. :s i mean, i used to borrow a friend's fountain pen until the ink literally ran out. lol i even kept a book, of what i wrote with that pen. but then with it, my handwriting completely changed, altogether too! lol tapi nya siokkk~
oh and another thing(lol i keep jumping from one thing to another.), i never noticed that new moon is gonna come out soon. like, november soon. this november, next month! i never keep track of these things really. lol
and i suddenly miss kk again. despite the whole h1n1 thing, which btw; made me feel like we were being checked for a zombie virus with the scanner thing they used on us. :s it was still siokkk~ we almost always had the room to ourselves, so it made us feel like we're on our own. and yups, we were watching twilight. and yes, they had a dvd player too. so we bought a random movie just to try it out. lol this was actually an afternoon where the parents went to a tamu and left us. so yeah.
the times when i had the pillow with me, still. ;) and the newness, of it all.. you, me, us.
oh and! one more thing. lol i got offered a job. at my previous working place, part time. surprisingly. they dont actually take part-timers, but yeah. an exception i suppose? ..but its not just me though. they just need the people. so if you wanna work somewhere, they'll definitely take you. :) depends though. on whether you finished school already or not, and if your willing to. sanggup is the word here. the pay is great, if your rajin enough. buleh jua sampai 1k, if; like i said, your rajin enough.
whatmore, the people sana are super friendly! so yeah. a dream job for many, asal sanggup saja. not many working places, are friendly on the first day of your job. even now, i feel very much attached to that place already, in just the few months i was there.
and last, but not least(i just remembered it like, literally seconds ago), the bank i went to, to get my atm card; called. tadi? i think? and that it was ready for pick-up and stuff. heh sudah orang ke sana tu ah, mana pandai ada tu. sudah orang malas kan check lagi, ada tia!
'just got approved' MY ASS. i just hope i dont get to see the same person that 'layan'-ed me the other day. >_>
eh. i'll pick it up monday. i should get to pay less though, for the card. cause i came there at the exact amount of weeks they told me to come pick it up. but when i was there, nada. the card atu, nada. i know its pretty senseless to be all worked up about this, but its my freaking first atm card damnit! i was excited to get one. but now its just.. a big blah.
right about now, im thinking; getting a bank account was probably a bad idea. i dont have much in it anyways. if i still had work, maybe. its just. the novelty of having one i guess. and the fact that i had too much cash with me, at one point in time. so yeah. i just hope i get to put in money, more than i put out. lol
im thinking to ask the rents for my bank account thats with them. and close that account up for good. cause it was an account we made, when i was 12 i think. i dont remember how much was it it, but would be interesting to find out.
so i'll blog about thursday.. maybe later? or tomorrow. we'll see.
{ I bleed as my way of compensating everything to you }
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
1:09 AM
Oh and, im using my phone btw. So yeah. Koneksi sini suddenly so 'awesome' >_> cant even facebook much. Nyeh. I wanna see picturesss~
{ I bleed as my way of compensating everything to you }
my last night.
12:56 AM
My last night, as a working girl.
My last night, being in the same environment, i grew to love.
My last night, seeing the same faces, that became all too familiar to me.
My last night, of joking around and laughing at the random stuffs and videos. Lol :x
My last night, at bugging my co-worker slash colleague, about quitting smoking. Lol
My last night, at seeing another co-worker slash colleague, in an animated discussion about cars, with my boyfriend.
My last night, at being amazed at how close everyone was, and how open; in just a short time. Including, my boyfriend.
My last night, of being just a little bit more annoyed than normal, over randomly annoying stuffs that i find annoying.
My last night, at sitting in the stock room, and overlooking the people.
My last night, at taking the long route, to go to the toilet. Lol
Sunday, was the last night i worked.
And i have to say, that i dont regret it one bit. :) i mean, working there. The quitting part, is another thing altogether. It wasnt my decision, but yeah. I couldnt decide at all about it, so it was decided, for me. Working there, wasnt what i expected at all. Honestly. And leaving.. was the saddest part.
2 days before i left, some people sana already thought i was leaving. And even though i havent left, it felt like i already did. We went home a little late that day cause a customer wanted something and yeah. I was the only one that left a little earlier than everyone else. So when i walked to the elevator, and waited for it to come up, i saw them come out of the store and waved at me. It was then, that i felt like that was an 'airport moment'. The waving from afar, knowing it was the last time we get to see each other; and the tears.
Even though i havent left, i felt like im already leaving. :s and that was just 2 day before the actual leaving.
And it only got worst, on the last day.
But it was a totally bittersweet moment. I spent most of my time before sungkai with the co-workers. And after, with him. So yeah.
Everything under the rain.. was awesome. ;) we went to our own little world, where it was just the two of us. And it felt a little odd, blending in with the crowd after that.
Its already the start of the 3rd day of raya today.
And i know its pretty late, but selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin to all who are reading this. :)
Oh yeah. And my uncle asked what we were doing the other day, checking out cars. Lol :x
{ I bleed as my way of compensating everything to you }
